Yesterday was my son's birthday! He's now a two-year-old, though in my opinion, he's been a two-year-old for some time now... Terrible twos and all, y'know.
So, I've been reminiscing as of late, probably due to all the birthdays. Speaking of which, mine is on May 2nd! I'll finally be 18. How thrilling is that? Great, I can buy cigarettes that I don't smoke often enough to buy a pack with out all the other 19 going stale before I get to them, and I am legally held to all my medical debt? w00t! No, I really am excited. I'm going to a gay club with my friends and Dusty.
Oh, I also finally got a car. A burgendy Chevrolet Corsica, 1995. It's already broken down on me, but I sort of expected it.. ;; It was the alternator, but I got it fixed. I like the freedom, but I'm not sure it's good for me. I've had a rough time lately, as far as my psychiatric shit goes. I'm on Depakote, but it's not doing shit. It was, but most medications seem to do that with me: they work for a bit, then they stop, or completely reverse, like with Zoloft. And I really don't want to end up back in Woodridge, so I moved my doctor's appointment up, but when I got there, a secretary had made a mistake and canceled all my appointments up until mid-June, and failed to reschedule.. So, yeah, I'm having a rough time, and while my son's at day care, I have a tendancy to disappear and fail to answer my phone that I leave in my car. So, I'm still debating on whether freedom is good for me. rofl..
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All Of The Good
Journal Entry: Wed Jun 4, 2008, 7:50 PM
finally is.
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So, I've recently made the stupid fucking decision to quit my medication, and I've been barely hanging on, but I've discovered that Depakote is the source of my art block. I suggest you all go out and buy the book Diary by Chuck Palaniuk. We've got to suffer.
Anyways. I've been suddenly inspired! Everything I'm dealing out is extremely pleasing, so I'm definately open for commissions. Plus, I ordered Zoo Tycoon 2 the other day, and I need to get some extra cash to replace that. xD
To-do List
Yellow Rose - watercolor - Sherry
Tyke & April - sculptures -
Mizu Tiger Thingy - sculpture - :iconlytnin13:
Flowers - watercolor - Mrs. Web *Deadline: Sat. June 7th
Personal Projects
Bridge - acrylic - 1/4 complete
Turtle Mosaic - sculpture - brainstorming
Porcupine Mosaic - sculpture - brainstorming
Okami - sculpture - restarted
Anthro Suffocate - colored pencil - brainstorming
- Mood:
Uneasy - Listening to: Rilo Kiley-All the Good that Won't Come Out
- Reading: Impulse by Ellen Hopkins
- Playing: Wolf Quest
- Drinking: Water
It Didn't Seem We'd Lived Enough
Journal Entry: Fri May 2, 2008, 8:10 AM
- Mood: Uneasy
- Listening to: Modest Mouse - Education
- Playing: Okami
- Eating: Hash browns
- Drinking: Milk
Eighteen fucking years old. I can't even believe it.
And still so much more life to live, I hope.
If I Can Make It To Tomorrow,
Journal Entry: Sun Mar 30, 2008, 3:36 AM
- Mood: Uneasy
- Listening to: Rilo Kiley-All the Good that Won't Come Ou
The Sweeping Insensitivity of This
Journal Entry: Mon Mar 3, 2008, 6:34 AM- Mood:
Eager - Listening to: Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek
- Drinking: Milk
My son was sitting in my lap the other day, when I was on my laptop, and somehow, he broke my Enter button. I fixed it, but it keeps popping back off, so I'm all 'gr, Ronni..' lolo. And speaking of popping, Stellar is totally about to explode. It looks like she's snuck and swallowed a golf ball. I built her a nest box with an extra-wide door 'cause she was having trouble fitting in the other one. Poor fatty. Yep, today's her due date, so hopefully when I get off work tonight, I'll be a momma/grandma/godmother?
So, my dad got me a year long subscription to dA for my birthday, even though it isn't until May 2nd. But it still says I have no subscription... How long is it supposed to take to go through? 'Cause I'm thrilled. I can't wait.
Me and Chad are going to VA on Thurs. after I get my driver's license. I've got a few acres of property up there of mostly just forest and hills and creek and stuff, and we're going up there to.. I really don't know what we're going up there to do, but we're taking a machette, hot dogs, marshmellows, and a camera. Yay!
I'll try to upload some stuff here in the next couple days but I'm so busy with work 'cause I need to get in some overtime to pay for my son's birthday party. He'll be two on March 29th!
<3
Today is Late
Journal Entry: Wed Feb 27, 2008, 7:40 AM- Mood:
Rant - Listening to: David Bowie and Queen - Under Pressure
- Drinking: Water
First name: Hailey
Your nickname in dA: Hail
Birthday: May 2nd--18, baby!
Horoscope sign: Taurys
Birth town: Johnson City.
Religion: I believe in God.
JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW...-trails off in song-Nationality: Scots-Irish, and native Cherokee.
Parents: ... I HAVE PARENTS?!
Do you love them: I HAVE PARENTS?!?!
Brothers or sisters: Chesar!
Do you like the place where you live: HOYES. It's beautiful. I just wish the weather was better.
Colour of your eyes: Dark brown, almost black.
Height: HA LITTLE SISTER, WATCH ME MOCK YOU! 4'11"!
Weight: 87 lbs
What school/grade are you going to: I'm not in school, getting ready for-gasp-COLLEGEOHNO.
What marks do you have: Ummm....
Do you work anywhere: Papa John's Pizza!
What do you want to be in your life: Something to do with animals, a mortician, or a paeleontologist.
Your life style: Casually depressed.
Personal quote: I don't think I have one..
Lucky number: Nilt
What are you interested in: Art, outdoors, animals, and DEADTHINGSLIKEBONESANDBODIESANDAUTOPSIES.
Good side of your character: Umm... I'm open-minded?
Bad side of it: I'm manic depressive and a complete bitch!
Is your life happy: -points up- MANIC DEPRESSIVE.
Do you think that you are crazy: Well, I was in a mental health facility there for about a week...
What is the time: 9:03 AM, how crazy is that, Chesar?!
What is the date: 02/27/08
What’s the weather like: SNOW. SNOW.
Favourite music: Indie rock.
Singer: Surge of SODA, his voice is beautiful...
Band: Modest Mouse
Song: At the moment, Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead.
Best concert you have been: Bright Eyes in Asheville. xD
Actress: ...
Actor: teehee, I really like Jim Carrey at the moment.
Film: Hedwig and the Angry Inch GO WATCH: [link]
TV series: Scrubs, it's warm and fuzzy...
Theatre play: ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW.
Film director: -shrug-
Do you want to be famous: I don't care.
Do you want to be an actor/actress: Acting is fun, but not as a profession.
Singer: I LOVE SINGING. I just suck at it.
Best Book: Impulse, by Ellen Hopkins
Colour: Grey or Orange
Flower: Lilly
Food: STEAK. I r carnivar
Drink: Milk
Sweet: Reeses!
Fruit: Blackberries
The worst food: A bunch of stuff... picky as well.
The worst Drink: Root Beer..
The worst Singer: I don't listen to the worst singer, so how should I know?
The worst Band: ^
The worst Actor: ^
The worst Actress: ^
The worst Movie: ^
The worst book: ... AW GAWD, BURNED MADE ME CRY.
Do you drink alcohol: I've got a hangover right now.
Do you smoke: On occassions, but not especially.
Do you take some drugs (and what): Lortabs are heaven.
What do you adore to wear: My grey knit hat! <3333
Do you think you're pretty: Anyone's pretty if they feel pretty, which I occassionally do.
What languages do you speak: English, some German and Spanish, and I can wright in Latin.
The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: JOHNNY DEPP AS JACK SPARROW.
The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female?: HEDWIG! xDDD
The person on dA who you love the most/female:
:iconlcerations: :iconequineinnocenc: 
The person on dA who you love the most/male:
The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female:
IHATETHATBITCH, no, I <3 you, Chesar.The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: ...?
Are you in love: I'm always in love
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes, Chadly!
How does he/she looks like: Short, with spikey hair and a ghetto booty.
Is he/she from dA(put avatar): Nope. :/
When was your Very First Kiss: Freshman year on the bench in front of the rape tree(don't ask).
How was it: DAW It was sweet...
Do you have cell phone: Yup.
E-mail adress: -shrug-
Do you have something against gays: Not at all. I'm going to a gay bar on my 18th birthday, in fact!
The best experience in your life: It was 30 degrees, I was half-naked, and my hands and feet were so cold, and they hurt so bad, I could cry, but I was spinning rifle during the half-time show and I was doing awesome and I caught a toss I'd never caught before and it was amazing.
The worst experience in your life: Getting laughed at dur-... -trails off-
When were you the happiest: When I had Ronen. <3
When were you the most scared: When I had Ronen. <3
When were you the saddest: A lot.
Who do you want to go on deserted island with: RONEN!
Do you have a secret: Nope, see Shout Out for more details.
What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: Go to sleep in a tree.
Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: my best friend, ever. Katie. <3
Do you have an idol: My manager.
If world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who will be that: I dunno...
YAY.
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